What's in My Phone

So as usual, I can't sleep and is waiting for suhoor time (wait, I just know that Suhoor is Sahur in English... it still read as Sahur in Indonesian pronunciation though). So I... captured what's in my phone...

My phone is an old 3GS iPhone, used to be my brother's. It can't play Minion Rush... I want to play it...

First the lock screen. Currently using wallpaper Mario Bros choosing what to wear I got from a website. My phone already upgraded to iOS 6.1.3 :D

As you can see on top right, I'm using lock orientation locked, and the alarms are active.

#Artwork 3

Hand. Yes. A hand.

Supposed to be ArtBlogger Indonesia's #WeeklyArt but I just realized it doesn't match with this week's theme so... yeah.

I have no idea what did I do either.

How was My Birthday

Birthday person is given this from Sushi Tei. Both me and my brother (his birthday is a day before mine) received this. Delicious!

4 days too late but it's fine.

I had a blast birthday this year.

No party or boyfriend either. But it was good.

It was so good that I cried.

It's so good to know that you have friends. To have people who actually care about you.

For the person who gave me a secret blog post, who told me to never feel alone anymore, thanks. I love him. As friends. As someone who will the the first guy after dad and brothers to know that I'm going to marry the right guy.

And many person person others <-- ? who gave me audio messages and made me laugh XD

Starting 4 days ago today, I'm a 19.

Anti Heroine

I just found that anti-heroine is cool.

What is anti heroine? Google is your friend.

Lately, I was influenced by doramas. Especially dorama which AKB48 is involved on it, thanks for my friend for making me like this -_-.

All of AKB48 doramas I watched has yankee on it. Like Majisuka Gakuen 1-3, Shiritsu Bakaleya Koukou (played by AKB48 Ex Team 4), and Sabadoll (played by Mayuyu).

Nah, Mayuyu in Majisuka Gakuen 1-2, as Nezumi, is your example of anti heroine. Though Nezumi can be annoying at times. But I like her intellegance.

I want to be bad heroine too. Haha.

#Artwork 2

A silhouette #youdontsay

This is planned to be have 3 panels. And also not actually silhouette.

The story is about a girl who, with tears, smiling and detach what she loves.

#FavoriteSong 1

My favorite song recently is "I Scream Chocolatl", performed by Team Nekokan featuring Lia.

This song was used for anime "Kokoro Connect", fourth ending. It is about a girl who is tiring with her usual life. She began to questioning who is the real her and why do people just want to see the ideal (usual) her.

I kinda feel like that now.

My favorite part (the English translation)

This sweet and melting, black emotion is like Chocolatl.
All my ideals are burning away
The word “Weakling” won't stop ringing in my ears
Everything will overflow
Find me

Dad is The Best Man Ever, right?

Today I went to my father's house. We then got a lunch at a mall.

This was the first time I share the burdens I lift to him. For the first time, I cried in front of him after my parents got divorced.

He said, whenever I need him, I can call him. I can cry anytime I want.

My dad is the best man ever. I love him.

I also cut my hair. What I want is to be like her:

 Zhang Yu Ge, a SNH48 member.

But it ended up like this:

At least I got a freshment.

I also planning to study aboard to Sweden, where my aunt lives. But I'd rather to Japan. Unfortunately, the scholarship from Monbusho closed today *sob*.